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感触。

30 Jun

越老越觉得活着很累..

很久以前.. 觉得好像被全世界放弃。
不知不觉.. 连我也放弃了自己。

一天过一天..
不去想未来..
我.. 没有未来。

终于老天可怜我啦!
送了很多贵人给我..

我又有了想为自己的生命多努力一点的念头。

自己, 加油!
大家, 加油!

Back!

22 Jun

Decided to use this blog for expressing my inner thoughts.. So I’m back!

Been super stressed and busy due to my school assignments. After 2 days of rest (and relaxation), I am finally back to normal again!

Going through the work that I did for previous weeks.. WTF was I doing!?
Dreaming sia!

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So glad to be functioning properly again!
Gotta rectify my previous errors before it’s too late!

Go go fighting! :D

大年初一.. Huat ah!

19 Feb

My yearly tradition on this day.. Wear new clothes and bring Cookie out for a walk!

Haha.. See how happy she was! :)
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Luckily for me, my family don’t have the habit of house visiting, so I can slack all day long! Lalala~♥

I ended up nuah-ing in bed with Cookie and watching Running Man together! :D
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Thanks to Lynn for alerting me.. Singtel’s customers can enjoy FREE UNLIMITED DATA USAGE FOR THE WHOLE DAY..! Woohoo! Awesome max! I sure hope they will do such things more often.. Rather than giving useless free talktime! (I can’t even fully utilize my monthly talktime lor!)

And today’s my 老娘’s birthday! May she stay healthy and happy~~

Resolutions for 2015!

1 Jan

It’s already halfway through the 1st mth of 2015. Have you guys started working on this year’s resolutions yet?

I must said, I’m really touched and inspired by my friends (and their efforts)!

Jenny – Started exercising DAILY. She looked really serious and focused!
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Yingmei – Started swimming yesterday!

Orlene – Last year she started going for Zumba class when in the past, she dont exercise at all! And this year, she started to eat LESSER! (Was rather surprised when she chose to share with us and only got a small Pepsi for dinner just now. The old her would have gone for her own set, upsized, top up and of course, medium Coke!)

With good influences like them.. How can I slack, right??

Me:

☆ Signed up for KpopX classes!

☆ Just downloaded an exercise app and intend to do it every day. (I can’t believe I actually STARTED just now! Only a 7-minutes strength training routine but it was so tough for me!!)

☆ Try to walk home from MRT instead of taking bus and using the stairs instead of lift.

☆ Target to go cycling OR swimming OR jogging at least once a week!

Beginning is always tough.. Especially since I’ve slacked for so long!

Thinking back, I used to love my aches so much! So this should be more enjoyable than I think it would be.. Eventually. LOL!

Nonetheless, such “suffering” in return for a healthier body and nicer body is totally worthwhile! Fighting!!

Post Christmas.

29 Dec

Hope everyone had a great Christmas!

Well, mine wasn’t too good. Thanks to Pineapple. But oh well, I had already given him a piece of my mind.. And to think on the bright side, this incident helped us to gain a deeper understanding of each other. For me, I also realized that I had been TOO READILY AVAILABLE for him. Which was why he actually dare to take me for granted on Christmas eve AND Christmas!? He must be tired of living.. Haha!

But I guess when 2 people get too near, everything tends to get magnified. Be it merits or flaws. So I guess that was a good reminder for me to leave a bit more space between us and reserve more time for myself and the stuff I NEED to do. :)

So these days I had been meeting him lesser. Mainly doing my own stuff; i.e. Packing my room. And packing my room. Annnddd packing my room. Haha! It’s still very messy and cramped but at least I can see my bed and some parts of the floor AT LAST!

Found some old novels and since I am not left with much mobile data usage for this month, I read the books to pass my time away instead. Almost forgot how much I love to read! ♥

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Speaking of mobile data usage.. I would love to blog more but unfortunately, my mobile data is dangerously close to hitting the max! Only left with 0.5GB!! And I have to ‘tahan’ (hang in there) until 4 Jan 2015!!  Sorry to be such a cheapo but the extra cost for exceeding (even if it’s just exceeding by 1 mere mb!) would be around $28 + 7% GST, if I remember correctly! That’s about 43% of my monthly handphone bill already!! :O

It’s prolly harder to post photos these days but I’ll try to blog more often via my office laptop (and network, heehee)!

Happy Birthday 阿妹!

11 Nov

Time really flies! She’s 3 years old already!

May she grow up to be happy, healthy and continue to be so adorable!!

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Went over to see her (and the rest).. She seemed so thrilled to see me! So were the others! I guess I haven’t look for them for quite a while already! Gotta find some fun activities to do with them! Heh!

Ending this entry with a photo of the oh-so-adorable birthday girl!!

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XOXO

Emo..

26 Oct

Sometimes I really hate myself for being so useless and stupid.

Not the first time she said such words. Heck, these are not even the worst. Quite mild even? Why did I cry? Why am I still hurt? Why am I still not used to it after all these years?

Why is it that when something unpleasant happens, she always jumps to the conclusion that I must be in the wrong. I’m blacklisted. I’m disgraceful.

Excuse me? Am I a disgrace to her? In fact, I ask her that. She kept quiet. It’s saddening though. She always say I disgrace her.. Since young. Am I that bad?

It’s so tiring at times. Everything I do, it’s never good enough. Worse, attempts to please her brought me nothing but more scoldings and nasty words. And I can’t rant.. I would only further disgrace her..

Too bad he’s not in Singapore. I can’t escape from here temporarily. But at least I have my own room now. Better than nothing, I guess.

Waiting for the storm to be over. In the meantime, I’ll just lie in bed and pretend I’m dead. Life’s not always smooth sailing but it still goes on.. And if I wait patiently enough, good times will come. :)

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